I know that I am past due for a blog post but I have been stuck on a title! I text Traci yesterday, "would it be inappropriate if I wrote a blog titled 'My Vagina Hates Me'" Then I read it aloud and realized yeah it probably was. But I am going to make it my conversation piece anyway. Well, not my vagina but trying to name this stupid blog post. The contemplated title speaks for itself. As you all know my new years resolution was to "be a better person". in hopes of this I realized the number one thing to do and the first step was to BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF first. I have been doing so great and wouldn't you know the end of the beginning of the year has snuck right up on me and I am back to my oldself, letting the little things get me down, worrying, can't get the negative thoughts out of my head, tired, lazy. But however I decided that it is a good thing that I am aware of when I am doing it so I can try to fix it.
I just need to get focus back on my life and not the people or situations around me. (not that the people around me don't deserve focus; and not that I am going to ignore them...just can't let outside situations affect my way of thinking)
However I did notice a little spider vain this morning...not at all helping out my situation! AHHH ....so not looking forward to another birthday!
But on a lighter note I am looking forward to.....
#1. Jason Boland
#2. Searching for new life options
#3. Secret getaway 09
#4. Spring
#5. an apathetic weekend with my nephews!
#6. my lunch break in 30 minutes!
#7. my tax return
